I want to get away from this country. It's shit. It's not 'me'. I really want to go to the Art Institute of Pittsburgh. Please let me go.
It's not fair. Dad should be here. He needs to be here with us. Especially today. This song isn't helping. I don't know why I put it on. Mum says it's her and Dad's song and it just reminds me of him. Always makes me upset. I don't like listening to it. But I am doing because it just reminds me of him and how amazing he is. I was watching Stardust on the plane and it came on. I nearly broke down like now. I just want everything to be normal again. I hate myself for taking him for granted and not really appreciating much. I'm going to meet Jess now in the village.
Happy Birthday Dad.x
- Mood:depressed
- Music:Take That- Rule The World
Mum and I tidied up the closet under the stairs yesterday. We didn't find Kreature or Harry Potter, but we did find Dad's shoes. I don't mind letting go of them. We gave some of shoes to charity and kept a pair. Then we found this ridiculous bright yellow coat that he wore once and embarrassed us all. Mum's kept that. I told Mum that I wasn't ready to sort his clothes out so we're going to wait a while.
India in like less than a week. Took my malaria tablets yesterday. I have to take two a day a week before I go, when I'm there and four weeks after.
- Location:Home again :)
- Mood:calm
- Music:The Used- My Pesticide
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- Location:Home
- Mood:New :)
- Music:Imogen Heap- I Am In Love With You
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