caughtxxfire

caughtxxfire @ 2008-06-07T23:36:00

2008-06-07T22:36:43Z

I want to get away from this country. It's shit. It's not 'me'. I really want to go to the Art Institute of Pittsburgh. Please let me go.

caughtxxfire @ 2008-02-11T13:15:00

2008-02-11T13:19:47Z

It's not fair. Dad should be here. He needs to be here with us. Especially today. This song isn't helping. I don't know why I put it on. Mum says it's her and Dad's song and it just reminds me of him. Always makes me upset. I don't like listening to it. But I am doing because it just reminds me of him and how amazing he is. I was watching Stardust on the plane and it came on. I nearly broke down like now. I just want everything to be normal again. I hate myself for taking him for granted and not really appreciating much. I'm going to meet Jess now in the village.

Happy Birthday Dad.x

caughtxxfire @ 2008-01-27T11:17:00

2008-01-27T11:24:20Z

Mum and I tidied up the closet under the stairs yesterday. We didn't find Kreature or Harry Potter, but we did find Dad's shoes. I don't mind letting go of them. We gave some of shoes to charity and kept a pair. Then we found this ridiculous bright yellow coat that he wore once and embarrassed us all. Mum's kept that. I told Mum that I wasn't ready to sort his clothes out so we're going to wait a while.

India in like less than a week. Took my malaria tablets yesterday. I have to take two a day a week before I go, when I'm there and four weeks after.

new journal

2008-01-26T13:13:08Z

New journal because GreatestJournal died.

Still staying as private. Old GJ friends add me please and new LJ friends too.